After the party, we went back to Kim's place (wink wink) and plugged in a movie. We kissed quite a bit during the movie (and awhile afterwards), and I was kind of like, "You know Kim, I really like you! And not just because of all this stuff..." (meaning not just because of the making out session). She didn't really say anything, she just buried her head in her pillow... what does that mean?!
Hopefully that just means that she digs me back. Or that she was just kind of embarrassed or tired or not quite picking up on the fact that I was expressing a degree of affection for her.
Oh well, by the end of the night, she was about to fall asleep, so I was like, "Have a great night, catch you later..." I felt really awkward, but I think it was just because she was tired and falling asleep. Too bad she didn't ask me to sleep over, it's fucking cold outside! Instead, she said something about how it takes a week to get used to sleeping next to someone (a week?? Damn, takes me about 1 night... unless sex is involved, then even less!) So I bundled myself up and made the trip home.
Seriously, it's damn cold! What is this shit?? The weatherman will probably say it's arctic air that got pulled down by a low pressure system and it's slowly sweeping East across the country being pulled by the jet stream ... but whatever it is, it needs to heat up a bit!
Ok, the clock says 3:33 and I started writing this entry at 3:06 a.m. (I took a long time writing this update because I'm writing like crap tonight, I must be tired!) and so I should fall asleep soon. I have a 3-day weekend ahead of me, I love that! :) Go MLK!
Haha I love being all insecure in my diary. Boxx, if you met me in real life, you wouldn't even recognize my personality! In real life, I'm arrogant, I'm sure of myself, and I wouldn't whine every other sentence about whether or not some girl likes me. Diaryland makes me turn emo!
But seriously Boxx, if I'm flying to Beijing through the San Francisco airport (looks like most flights go that way) ... you've totally got to come meet me for coffee in the terminal!